Matthew Robert Wrenn

Hey little man, it's me.  I haven't wrote in a while but Matthew, buddy, everyday is a struggle.  I look at this page all the time and words just can't describe what we are all feeling.  Morgan misses you terribly.  Send her a little comfort, could ya.  She had a dream that me and her were walking into the gates of heaven and she said the horns were blowing for us to come in and you were on top of a house and you seen us and jumped off the house with your big smile coming to get us.  Oh boy buddy, how I would love to see that beautiful smile walking towards me.  I heard your voice for the first time in months yesterday.  Heather had a recording on her phone of the two of you singing and I had her send it to me.  It was the most wonderful thing to hear you.  You started laughing in the middle of it and it was the most beautiful sound I have heard in a long time.  I miss talking to you little man.  You could make me laugh and feel so much love.  I don't think me and Kimberly could have loved any brother more.  You are and will forever be our baby.  I was watching Morgan play softball yesterday and I could see you running across the field in your yellow jersey and black hat, looking so small and cute, just smiling.  I love you soooo much and miss you more.  Everday is getting harder, your everywhere I look but I know your never coming back.  My life will never be the same without you.  You were the man in my life even when you were a baby.  No one messed with my brother.  I love you buddy, wrap us all in your warmth. 

Matt, I first met you when we were freshmen. Ever since then you were one of my best friends. We have had class together every year and I was happy for that. I would look forward to having class with you when summer was in and seeing your beautiful smile. You made class a whole lot more fun and easier to go to. I could never imagine not meeting such a wonderful person as you. I am grateful that God let us have the four years of friendship we had and I was fortunate enough to have met you. You made my life and many others so much more brighter and special. I await the day to see you, Tiffany, Nick, Justin, and my grandpa and grandma again. I have tried my hardest to make all of you proud. Until then, I love you and miss you dearly. You are my guardian angel.

I wrote this poem in rememberance of one of my best friends...Matthew Robert Wrenn....I talked to him everyday...and I will never forget that....It will be hard to go on without him in my classes....but he will be with me and everyone else...but heres the poem i wrote for him the day i found out...

 Guardian Angel....

While it seems like just yesterday we met,
It was really the day we had to say goodbye.
The friendship we have formed will remain in my heart,
And you will be our Guardian Angel.
You had a heart that was warmer than a fire's hearth;
It shined much farther than here on earth.
My memories of you will remain within your smile,
that always shined for over a mile.
I will look and picture you with God above;
I will see you in the flight of a morning dove.
I know you wouldn't want us all to cry,
So I will do my hardest to try.
You will always remain our Guardian Angel.

 

Love and Miss you more and more everyday,

Tanya Humphrey

Well, Matt we had Pastor's Appreciation Day Sunday. You would have been proud of your class, they gave a little skit, which I heard was great. I was in the kitchen of course and missed it. I know you were looking down on us from upon high. I remember one year after we had the dinner you were in the kitchen with your mom and Mary, I walked in and there you were helping with the dishes. I don't guess I will ever forget that one day. How you gave that great big smile of yours, when I said oh! my goodness Mathew, they have you doing dishes. You said to me, I do dishes a lot. I know you were always there to give a helping hand when I ask you to do anything. I was setting her and I got you on my mind, just wanted to say I miss you and Justin so much.

Matthew remember how you would come and talk to me at night.  I miss that you would talk about your life your goals and your hurts.  I miss that so much.  How you told us you had to get a deer so we would have meat for the winter.  That was so important to you.  You was like all hunters had to have all the new toys hunters had.  Rember the cough muffel, how you put in over your mouth and coughed in it.  I Look at all of these things and it gives me good memories .  I never realized you had so many pairs of gloves.  Your hands was always so beautiful to me.  Matthew you was and are one of the most precious parts of my life. I never had to worry about you and your sisters relationship.  You were and still are their baby boy. How many times did you put shows on for their friends.  You was always surrounded by their friends.  You went to so many ballgames that you could have been their private cheerleader. I MISS YOU BUDDY HOW I LOVE AND WISH YOU WERE HERE MAKING SOME OF YOUR WILD NOICES, THAT ONLY YOU COULD MAKE.  HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU SCARE ME TO DEATH BY JUST SUDDENLY LETTING OUT A LOUD WAR HOOP.  BABY I LOVE YOU. NEVER HAS A MOTHER BEEN AS PROUD OF A SON AS I WAS YOU.  HOW MANY TIMES DID I TELL YOU HOW PROUD I WAS OF YOU, AND YOU WOULD ASK WHY, AND I WOULD TELL YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE SUCH A GOOD AND LOVING PERSON.  MATTHEW YOU CARED AND WORRIED ABOUT EVERYBODY YOU LOVED. YOUR FRIENDS WERE BLESSED TO HAVE YOU CARE FOR THEM. YOU NEVER JUDGED ANYTHING THEY DID . YOU JUST LOVED THEM.  WHAT A LIGHT YOU WERE .  WE HAD A WORK DAY AT THE CHURCH TODAY I WENT BY AND SAW A YOUNG BOY THERE. IT WAS TYLER, AND IT MADE ME THINK OF YOU AND HOW WOULD OF BEEN THERE AND YOU WOULD OF MADE SURE JUSTIN WAS THERE TO .  THE CHURCH WAS YOUR FIRST LOVE AND FOR A 17 YEAR OLD THAT WAS UNUSAL.  WHEN THE FLOOD CAME AND YOU WAS ONLY 11 AND YOU HELPED THE CHURCH TEAR OUT THE WALLS SO WE COULD BUILD BACK.  REMEMBER HOW YOU HELPED JESSE FILL THE LARGE HOLE IN THE HOUSE WHAT WAS IT ABOUT 42 BAGS OF CEMENT.  JESSE SAID YOU HAD TO KEEP UP WITH HIM. WHAT WAS IT 2 TRUCKS LOADS OF ROCK YOU AND JESSE PUT IN THE HOLE.  YOU TWO REALLY WORKED THAT DAY. YOU DID'NT LET JESSE GET THE BEST OF YOU.  WHEN YOU WERE ONLY TWO YEARS OLD YOU SHOVELED HORSE MANURE ON THE GARDEN.  YOU WERE SO DIRTY THEN.  WHEN YOU WERE ONLY ONE YEAR OLD YOU WOULD GO TO WORK WITH ME AT BIG DAVES. I WOULD TAKE A LARGE BEAN BAG FORYOU TO LAY ON.  YOU WOULD CLIMB ON THE POP.  SON I'M GLAD YOU WERE SO MUCH A PART OF MY LIFE.  LOVE YOU SO MUCH.  I MISSS YOU SO MUCH.

MATTEW TOMORROW IS EASTER,  I'LL MISS YOU.  THINKING ABOUT YOUR FIRST EASTER, YOU HAD ON A BLUE PAIR OF SHORTS , AND A LITTLE WHITE SHIRT.  YOU WERE SO CUTE, BUT I DON'T KNOW OF A TIME WHEN YOU WEREN'T THE CUTIEST BOY AROUND.  COLORING EGGS, ME ALWAYS FORGETTING TO GIVE YOUR BASKET ON TIME THESE ARE THE THINGS  I REMEMBER MOST.  I ALWAYS TRIED TO GIVE YOU THINGS YOU NEEDED IN YOUR BASKET.  CANDY WAS WHAT YOU WANTED YOU ALWAYS HAD TO HAVE A CAKE OR SOMETHING SWEET WITH YOUR MEAL.  YOU WOULD TAKE A BITE OF GOOD FOOD AND THEN THE CANDY.  I MISS THAT, I'M NOT ABLE TO BRING CANDY AND LITTLE DEBBIE CAKE INTO THE HOUSE.  IT REMINDS ME TO MUCH OF YOU.  BUDDY I MISS YOU SO.  SPRING IS HERE I KNOW YOU WOULD OF RODE YOUR FOURWHEELER TOMORROW WITH THE CHURCH BUNCH.  THEY ARE REALLY HAVING A HARD TIME. ESPECIALLY SINCE TINA AND HEATHER HAD THEIR WRECK.  WE ARE TRYING TO PRAISE GOD BECAUSE OF THIER SAFETY, IT COULD OF BEING ANOTHER TRAGIC ACCIDENT.  I REALLY BELIEVE YOU WAS WATCHING OUT FOR THEM.  YOU WAS ALWAYS THAT KIND OF PERSON ,YOU TOOK CARE OF THOSE YOU LOVED. THANK YOU FOR THAT MATTHEW,  YOUR MOTHER WAS VERY PROUD OF YOU , AND STILL AM.  I'M HONORED TO BE CALLED YOUR MOM. HUGS AND KISSED TO YOU. BRADEN AND CADE, MORGAN, LISA, KIMBERLY AND ME COLORED EGGS TONIGHT . THE GIRLS DID YOU ONE. THE BABIES ARE ALWAYS TELLING US THINGS YOU ARE DOING,DID YOU KNOW YOU ARE RIDING A FOURWHEELER IN HEAVEN WE TOLD THEM, WHO KNOWS BUT WHATEVER YOU ARE DOING I KNOW IT WONDERFUL.