darling son, i went to the dogwood today to listen to the gospel sing. i met brandon shields there he showed me his tatoo in memory of you his friend. matthew i didn't know but he kept a promise to you on easter day. matthew he came to church on that sunday. where i sit up front i didn't know it. so i asked heather she said he did. matthew do you know how proud that makes me knowing you was always inviting your friends to church. he said that you had asked him when you and he was working at sarah's. and that he had promised you he would. he kept his promised son. he misses you. heather is doing well, she is laughing more and can talk about you more now. i seem to never stop talking about you. your's my favorite subject. heather and i was talking about how you loved blondes, no matter how old they were. she said you was always kidding her about other blondes but we know you loved only her. the school year is almost over graduation is almost here how excited you would be i'm going to go for you son. only you. love and kisses to you my precious son.